My way

I don't like to be considered I am diligent,especially the final result is not good. In my life, this kind of events happened several years ago. I practiced  volleyball hard but I was the people who lost scores in formal game.I attended class and took notes but I got a worst score than classmates who didn't show in class but borrowed my notebook a week before exam. In those situations, my heart had unwillingness and I felt embarrased when people expected I should perform better. That's why I always remineded myself not to be considered "diligent."

Monday, this uncomfortable feeling happend again when we performed a drama in writing class. Sandy and I really felt upset since we spent a lot of time on it but in our teacher's eyes we were not pretty good. All the bad memories provoke by this event, made me uncontrolly cry after coming home. I even regreted all the efforts I made on this project until my mom said "Being diligent is your style!" 

"As you sow, so shall you reap.""God helps those who help themselves." Even thought you sowed hard, there also might be some accidents. What I need is a stronger mind to accept failures and keep going on. That is my style!

By the way, the messages sent by my classmate on that night encouraged also comforted me. Thanks a lot.